Thursday, January 14, 2010

Been quite busy with setting up my blogs and coping with the business (though not much of business going on, I wonder why it is so =/ )

Anyways, many stuffs that I actually wanted to blog about went 'missing' after a few days, and I guess that's the consequence of not blogging it immediately so yeah..it turns out like that. Hmm, went for 'The Imaginarium Of Doctor Parnassus' with Darl on one of the days before my class starts, and judging by its trailer it looks quite interesting to me. Rather fascinating actually, with those imaginarium thingy :)

So off we went to the movie, and I'd say it's rather confusing to me, given that it's without subtitles and thus certain things appeared to be confusing, like why is the girl choosing to enter into the door, why is Tony (ie. Johnny Depp/ Heath Ledger) so keen on going into the imaginarium place, whilst he know it very well that it's just imagination? You know, this whole concept thing I just couldnt get it. Nonetheless it's an interesting concept, it'd have been better if it's with subtitles I guess :)

Class finally starts, and the first day itself is a long 9hrs class. Had P1 in the morning, sadly it's rather boring (rarely there's a class that would be interesting anyway) and I was practically day-dreaming and staring blankly at the lecturer, epp!

P4 was quite nice though, even that it's a hard paper (we havent got into the actually syllabus yet), but at least the lecture is quite hilarious at times ( he reminds me of Mr.J actually. Hehe!But he's quite good, given that his personality and great experience in teaching :) )

I'm planning to take P6 next semester, which means I will be taking only ONE paper and without OBU. Yes I have no interest in taking OBU as it eats up money and ACCA qualification itself is higher than OBU so yeah. Many different versions of 'rumours' and advices are going on but since I'm deciding not to do it might itself don't think so much about it.

I realised that my varicose veins problem is getting worse, especially when there's a 9hours class. Gosh it's like nightmares! :(

Thank god they improved the seats with cushion, at least it's not so bad afterall compared to last time. Hmm just thought of somthing that Mr.M said earlier about 'arsemosis', which means our ass actually resembles the shape of the item it comes into contact with (ie.chair/bench) and it literally means that when we sit longer our butts will become flat, haha! x)

That's the comments he gave about Avatar though. Hehe! He thinks in a very different way actually, which is a very good thing. Many of them I never really thought of actually. Like recyclables? How much energy you have to consume to recycle and whether it makes recycling actually more worthy. Maybe I just don't read much of newspapers. LOL! Reading newspapers shall be my new year's resolution then :P

I just realised that I havent make my new year's resolution for 2010. Hmm. I actually never really give a thought about it before this, considering that most of the time I never actually fulfills it =/

Anyways, I just hope that I can pass my p2 and p3, and continue with my life. Perhaps trying to control my emotions as well. Maybe try to improve my english as well. Eve told me that some people actually made fun of the lecturer when he pronounced a word wrongly. Not exactly making fun of him but the student did embarassed the lecturer in a very rude manner. That's when I realised when you did something wrong during work, no one's gonna correct you in a very good manner. There're just too many people out there expect you to do very well, and will not hesitate to pull you down or embarass you in front of public when you did something wrong. I do not speak very well english myself considering the fact that I speak chinese ever since I was born, and for that moment I actually have this fear of being embarrassed in the future due to my english :(

Eve once told me that she thought I speak english with Darl as he speaks english most of the time, and got a bit surprised when I told her that I actually speaks chinese with him. I have this funny way of behaving that I can speak english with a person, but once I found out that he/she speaks chinese, I will immediately speak chinese to him/her instead of english. Just like what i did to Ding and Darl. Hehe! Darl's chinese speaking improved a lot actually, for that he has been speaking in chinese with me for like, hmm, 1 year plus?

Well I guess it's time for me to speak english with him. I was rather unwilling to do so as I personally feel that, yes I can communicate with him in english but somehow I feel that I couldnt express my feelings properly using english. I can express them but not in the way I wanted it to be. Perhaps Darl has been having that kind of feeling when he speaks chinese to me? I don't know. Didn't got much chance to ask. Overall it's just that I don't feel so close to a person when I speak english with them (as in emotionally close), and which makes me reluctant to speak to Darl in english all this while.

Hmm. I shall give it a try I guess?

Yes? No?

*ponders*